HERBERT, Zbigniew
    
      
    
      
    The Envoy Of Mr Cogito
  
    
      
    Go where those others went to the dark boundary
  
for the golden fleece of nothingness your last prize
    
      
    go upright among those who are on their knees
  
among those with their backs turned and those toppled in the dust
    
      
    you were saved not in order to live
  
you have little time you must give testimony
    
      
    be courageous when the mind deceives you be courageous
  
in the final account only this is important
    
      
    and let your helpless Anger be like the sea
  
whenever your hear the voice of the insulted and beaten
    
      
    let you sister Scorn not leave you
  
for the informers executioners cowards - they will win
they will go to your funeral with relief will throw a lump of earth
the woodborer will write your smoothed-over biography
    
      
    and do not forgive truly it is not in your power
  
to forgive in the name of those betrayed at dawn
    
      
    beware however of unnecessary pride
  
keep looking at your clown's face in the mirror
repeat: I was called - weren't there better ones than I
    
      
    beware of dryness of heart love the morning spring
  
the bird with an unknown name the winter oak
light on a wall the splendour of the sky
they don't need your warm breath
they are there to say: no one will console you
    
      
    be vigilant - when the light on the mountains gives the sign- arise and go
  
as long as blood turns in the breast your dark star
    
      
    repeat old incantations of humanity fables and legends
  
because this is how you will attain the good you will not attain
repeat great words repeat them stubbornly
like those crossing the desert who perished in the sand
    
      
    and they will reward you with what they have at hand
  
with the whip of laughter with murder on a garbage heap
    
      
    go because only in this way you will be admitted to the company of cold skulls
  
to the company of your ancestors: Gilgamesh Hector Roland
the defenders of the kingdom without limit and the city of ashes
    
      
    Be faithful Go
  
    
      
    
      
    Five Men
  
    
      
    They take them out in the morning
  
to the stone courtyard
and put them against the wall
    
      
    five men
  
two of them very young
the others middle-aged
    
      
    nothing more
  
can be said about them
    
      
    
      
    when the platoon
  
level their guns
everything suddenly appears
in the garish light
of obviousness
    
      
    the yellow wall
  
the cold blue
the black wire on the wall
instead of a horizon
that is the moment
when the five senses rebel
they would gladly escape
like rats from a sinking ship
    
      
    before the bullet reaches its destination
  
the eye will perceive the flight of the projectile
the ear record a steely rustle
the nostrils will be filled with biting smoke
a petal of blood will brush the palate
the touch will shrink and then slacken
    
      
    now they lie on the ground
  
covered up to their eyes with shadow
the platoon walks away
their buttons straps
and steel helmets
are more alive
than those lying beside the wall
    
      
    
      
    I did not learn this today
  
I knew it before yesterday
    
      
    so why have I been writing
  
unimportant poems on flowers
    
      
    what did the five talk of
  
the night before the execution
    
      
    of prophetic dreams
  
of an escapade in a brothel
of automobile parts
of a sea voyage
of how when he had spades
he ought not to have opened
of how vodka is best
after wine you get a headache
of girls
of fruit
of life
    
      
    thus one can use in poetry
  
names of Greek shepherds
one can attempt to catch the color of morning sky
write of love
and also
once again
in dead earnest
offer to the betrayed world
a rose